boredom

What is your name? James
Are you named after anyone? My father
What's your screename? WrittenEmber
Would you name a child of yours after you? Maybe
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? Julie
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? Christian Bale...ok not a friend
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? nope
Would you drop your last name if you became famous? in a minute
Basics
Your gender: male
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single? yes
If not, do you want to be? Its all too much right now
Birthdate: Nov 3, 1984
Your age: 20
Age you act: 50
Age you wish you were: 3
Your height: 6'0
Eye color: Brown or red depending on the light, but no one ever notices
Happy with it? dont care
Hair color: brown
Happy with it? dont care
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
Your living arrangement: by myself
Your family: just me really, but my mom and dad are close
Have any pets? nope
Whats your job? I work in a call center
Piercings? no
Tattoos? nope
Obsessions? Metallica, Guitar, Batman, Christian Bale, American Psycho, HP lovecraft
Addictions? Alcohol probably, but only when I am sad, so all the time.
Do you speak another language? partially
Have a favorite quote? Its not the flaw in perfection, its seeing the perfection in the flaw.
Do you have a webpage? LJ or my Bolt.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it. I wish I were dead sometimes...
Do you live in the moment? more like stuck in a moment
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Very, I just dont care.
Do you have any secrets? Just 2
Do you hate yourself? yup
Do you like your handwriting? no
Do you have any bad habits? Lots
What is the compliment you get from most people? .....
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Sadness
What's your biggest fear? Myself
Can you sing? Yes, but I play it off when I am around people.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no
Are you a loner? yeah
What are your ..1 priorities in life? dying
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? no
Are you a daredevil? no
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? everything mostly
Are you passive or agressive? passive
Do you have a journal? duh
What is your greatest strength and weakness? No strengths really, and my weakness is being week.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? existing.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? yeah, for the shit I put up with
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? living
Do you think life has been good so far? hahahah
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? If you have a chance to be happy, take it, no matter how many people you hurt.
What do you like the most about your body? nothing
And least? everything
Do you think you are good looking? no
Are you confident? no
What is the fictional character you are most like? Patrick Bateman
Are you perceived wrongly? yes and no
Do You...
Smoke? when I am pissed off or nervous
Do drugs? no
Read the newspaper? yes
Pray? nope
Go to church? hahaha, with those fakes?
Talk to strangers who IM you? yup
Sleep with stuffed animals? my batman plushy!
Take walks in the rain? yes!!!
Talk to people even though you hate them? yes
Drive? yeah
Like to drive fast? ...
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? sure?
Hurt yourself? yeah, I use to cut, no scars though
Been out of the country? no
Eaten something that made other people sick? not that I know of, but people are pussies
Been in love? I dont believe in love
Done drugs? yes
Gone skinny dipping? no
Had a medical emergency? surgery
Had surgery? yup
Ran away from home? yeah
Played strip poker? nope
Gotten beaten up? yup
Beaten someone up? yup
Been picked on? yes
Been on stage? yes
Slept outdoors? yes
Thought about suicide? lots
Pulled an all nighter? yes
If yes, what is your record? almost 9 days
Gone one day without food? yeah
Talked on the phone all night? yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? yeah
Slept all day? yes
Killed someone? no comment
Made out with a stranger? no
Had sex with a stranger? no
Thought you're going crazy? yes
Kissed the same sex? nope
Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
Been betrayed? yes, most recently....cunt.
Had a dream that came true? yes
Broken the law? yes
Met a famous person? Linda Hamilton, some NCAA coaches.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yeah
On purpose? yeah, after I hit a dear with my car, I had to kill it to put it out of its misery
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yup
Stolen anything? no
Been on radio/tv? no
Been in a mosh-pit? yes!
Had a nervous breakdown? probably
Bungee jumped? no
Had a dream that kept coming back? yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets? sure
Miracles? not by god
Astrology? in some cases
Magic? I believe in magic!
God? yes
Satan? yes
Santa? no
Ghosts? yes....
Luck? bad luck
Love at first sight? I dont believe in love.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? yes
Witches? yes
Easter bunny? no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? nope
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? ...metaphorically
Do you wish on stars? yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? no
Do you think God has a gender? Nope
Do you believe in organized religion? haha, no.
Where do you think we go when we die? Dont care, just so it ends.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yes
Who is your best friend? Not sure about "friends" anymore....
Who's the one person that knows most about you? No one really knows anything about me.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? "You might like this band"
Your favourite inside joke? .....
Thing you're picked on most about? most people probably think I am gay.
Who's your longest known friend? probably lance
Newest? Jessica Steen
Shyest? Corey Jackson
Funniest? Rumdizzle
Sweetest? Madison or Candace
Closest? none
Weirdest? Jon Kidd
Smartest? Daniel
Ditziest? none
Friends you miss being close to the most? meh
Last person you talked to online? Angela
Who do you talk to most online? Candace or Jessica
Who are you on the phone with most? Depends
Who do you trust most? No one
Who listens to your problems? I dont really tell anyone what bothers me...just my journals.
Who do you fight most with? dont know.
Who's the nicest? Jess, Madison, Candace
Who's the most outgoing? Rumdizzle
Who's the best singer? Candace
Who's on your shit-list? Heidi at the moment!
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? lol
Who's your second family? Metallica, dont laugh.
Do you always feel understood? never
Who's the loudest friend? Jizz-Jazz
Do you trust others easily? no
Who's house were you last at? Rumdizzles
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Fuck that question
Do your friends know you? no
Friend that lives farthest away: Candace or Jess, Messira lives in japan though.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? I dont know anything about this
What do you find romantic? ....I have some ideas that are unconventional
Turn-on? eyes
Turn-off? depends
First kiss? fuck off
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? Indifferent
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out make things easier for me
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv Never been attracted because of looks.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? nope.
What is best about the opposite sex? eyes
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? .....depends
What's the last present someone gave you? dont remember
Are you in love? I dont know
Do you consider your significant other hot? dont have one.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? n/a
You wanted to kill? Heidi
That you laughed at? Rumdizzle
That laughed at you? Jessica
That turned you on? Christian Bale!
You went shopping with? my mom
That broke your heart? ...probably renee...but I break my own heart a lot.
To disappoint you? heidi
To ask you out? never been formally asked out
To make you cry? Me
To brighten up your day? Batman, its true I love the movie.
That you thought about? Candace cause I ahvent talked to her in a while
You saw a movie with? Jon Kidd
You talked to on the phone? Mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ? Angela
You saw? Rumdizzle at the redlight in Blacksburg
You lost? Claire
Right This Moment...
Are you going out? no, should be doing HW.
Will it be with your significant other? no.
Or some random person? no one
What are you wearing right now? Bugle boy, lol, shut up madison.
Body part you're touching right now: shoulder, it hurts.
What are you worried about right now? lots, the future
What book are you reading? Everythings eventual....
What's on your mousepad? Alienware
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: wasted, confussed, tired, broken and of course, meloncholy.
Are you bored? yes
Are you tired? yes
Are you talking to anyone online? yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
Are you lonely or content? Lonely I guess
Are you listening to music? yes